David Marchese

And I'm just curious how you thought about that with your film and if you think it's possible to recreate older emotional perspectives.

Maggie O'Farrell, the author.

Really?

I want to rip up all my questions and ask you more about wanting to be a death doula.

Why are you interested in becoming a death doula?

So it's a way of facing your fear.

Are you afraid of your own non-existence?

Are you afraid of the pain of death?

Yeah.

You alluded to a midlife crisis.

Is that something you're currently experiencing?

Can you tell me what did that look like for you?

And you said you struggled to connect with people, struggled to feel love.

That's very sad.

I mean, I have tons of struggles in my life.

But when you talk about not feeling, are you talking about having problems with feeling love in relationships, with your family?

I just want to know more about what you mean about that.

Yeah.

Can I take a stab at something you tell me?

You know, when you talk about being cast out of your tribe or... I'm discerning.