David Marchese

You know, we had ended our last conversation with...

Kind of like a big question I'd asked that I took from this book.

I actually had gotten the title wrong before, but the book is called The Life You Want by Adam Phillips.

And that question was, what is it you don't want to know about yourself?

Have you given any more thought to that question?

I interpret the question, I think it was the first way that you mentioned.

It's like, what's the thing that you maybe don't really want to know about yourself or don't want to have to confront?

Kinda, kinda, yeah.

I did come up with answers because I was thinking about it also.

And do I feel comfortable getting into those answers?

Okay.

Yeah, they're both embarrassing.

So I'm just going to say them.

I'll say them quickly.

But the first one is embarrassing because it really is such a cliche.

But the first one is, why did I not have the guts to try and be like an actual artist earlier in my life?

And then the second one is...

There's sometimes almost like a feeling of disdain that I can have for my body or my physical appearance.

And I'm like, I don't know what that's really about.

So those would be my two answers.