David Senra

So that probably kicked off this introspective

period of my life where I was very curious about philosophical traditions and religious traditions and metaphysics and all this kind of stuff, because I wanted to know what the hell is the point of all this?

Like, what's the point?

What's the meaning?

What's the purpose?

And otherwise it's just terrifying, right?

That we're here for a blip and then gone.

It's just terrifying.

I try not to sit down and think about it too much.

In fact, I'd like to move on.

Um,

But that kicked off this period of, yeah, I wanted to understand myself and others.

And so I was very introspective.

And of course, that made me want to not live a dull life.

And I was very scared of just living this train track existence.

So yeah, it did help a lot.

But interestingly, once I have clicked into, I think, understanding what I want to do, I don't think about it at all.

And now I have very little introspection left in my life.

I used to be so obsessed with all of these personality tests and what they mean and psychology and seeking and like all the modern methods for doing that.

And I've kind of just lost...