David

It's worse than being, you know, some just put me back. I'll just go all this summer through it, you know? So they put me back in a regular pod and, uh, And I'm sick and worried too now because you have to be able to defend yourself in jail to some extent. I mean, you have to be able to at least try to fight. You know what I mean? And it's a fairly violent jail. It's a maximum security jail.

I think it's as secure of a jail as it can be. You know, there's nobody. You can get out and walk around in the pod. And this pod's real loud. And, you know, so I got and I did. I got in a fight in that pod with back to segregation. So I'm stuck in there. which actually turned out to be better because I was at least alone and it was a little bit quieter, you know, and I couldn't eat, man.

I think it's as secure of a jail as it can be. You know, there's nobody. You can get out and walk around in the pod. And this pod's real loud. And, you know, so I got and I did. I got in a fight in that pod with back to segregation. So I'm stuck in there. which actually turned out to be better because I was at least alone and it was a little bit quieter, you know, and I couldn't eat, man.

I think it's as secure of a jail as it can be. You know, there's nobody. You can get out and walk around in the pod. And this pod's real loud. And, you know, so I got and I did. I got in a fight in that pod with back to segregation. So I'm stuck in there. which actually turned out to be better because I was at least alone and it was a little bit quieter, you know, and I couldn't eat, man.

It was, I weighed, I probably weighed. In fact, last, not too long ago, I got a traffic ticket and I had to, I missed the court date and I had to go turn myself in, you know, just go through booking and pay the fine or whatever, which is what I did. Well, when I went to that jail, they all seen me and they were like, Oh my God. Oh my God. And they got all the other cops.

It was, I weighed, I probably weighed. In fact, last, not too long ago, I got a traffic ticket and I had to, I missed the court date and I had to go turn myself in, you know, just go through booking and pay the fine or whatever, which is what I did. Well, when I went to that jail, they all seen me and they were like, Oh my God. Oh my God. And they got all the other cops.

It was, I weighed, I probably weighed. In fact, last, not too long ago, I got a traffic ticket and I had to, I missed the court date and I had to go turn myself in, you know, just go through booking and pay the fine or whatever, which is what I did. Well, when I went to that jail, they all seen me and they were like, Oh my God. Oh my God. And they got all the other cops.

They're like, check, come down here and look at Becklemeyer. And they're like, Oh, I gained like a hundred pounds. You know, I weighed like 150 pounds. And when I, when I went in that, when they first seen me in that jail, they were showing me old mug shots. Look at this. Look at him. You know, look, you can't even tell a difference. I mean, you can't even say it's the same guy.

They're like, check, come down here and look at Becklemeyer. And they're like, Oh, I gained like a hundred pounds. You know, I weighed like 150 pounds. And when I, when I went in that, when they first seen me in that jail, they were showing me old mug shots. Look at this. Look at him. You know, look, you can't even tell a difference. I mean, you can't even say it's the same guy.

They're like, check, come down here and look at Becklemeyer. And they're like, Oh, I gained like a hundred pounds. You know, I weighed like 150 pounds. And when I, when I went in that, when they first seen me in that jail, they were showing me old mug shots. Look at this. Look at him. You know, look, you can't even tell a difference. I mean, you can't even say it's the same guy.

Oh, you know, a bunch of the people from the jail, they all knew me. They're all there though. The whole, the whole crew is still in that fucking jail. And, um, So anyway, where was I? So I'm in jail. I'm sick. I'm dying in this cell. I mean, I really do think that you can die from withdrawals like that, especially from benzodiazepine withdrawals. You can actually die from it.

Oh, you know, a bunch of the people from the jail, they all knew me. They're all there though. The whole, the whole crew is still in that fucking jail. And, um, So anyway, where was I? So I'm in jail. I'm sick. I'm dying in this cell. I mean, I really do think that you can die from withdrawals like that, especially from benzodiazepine withdrawals. You can actually die from it.

Oh, you know, a bunch of the people from the jail, they all knew me. They're all there though. The whole, the whole crew is still in that fucking jail. And, um, So anyway, where was I? So I'm in jail. I'm sick. I'm dying in this cell. I mean, I really do think that you can die from withdrawals like that, especially from benzodiazepine withdrawals. You can actually die from it.

Now, if you're an alcoholic in jail, they'll at least treat you because they know you can die from alcoholism. So they'll do something for you. And actually, they do a lot. They give them all kinds of medication. I think they give them Valium. Imagine that. They give them Valium there. I would have killed somebody for Valium in jail. So I'm in jail and I'm realizing court dates are going by, too.

Now, if you're an alcoholic in jail, they'll at least treat you because they know you can die from alcoholism. So they'll do something for you. And actually, they do a lot. They give them all kinds of medication. I think they give them Valium. Imagine that. They give them Valium there. I would have killed somebody for Valium in jail. So I'm in jail and I'm realizing court dates are going by, too.

Now, if you're an alcoholic in jail, they'll at least treat you because they know you can die from alcoholism. So they'll do something for you. And actually, they do a lot. They give them all kinds of medication. I think they give them Valium. Imagine that. They give them Valium there. I would have killed somebody for Valium in jail. So I'm in jail and I'm realizing court dates are going by, too.

So I'm so sick, man. I mean, I can't even I can't exaggerate how sick I was and scared to death. Never been in jail before for any length of time. Up until then, I think the most amount of time I'd spent in jail was a day or two, you know, overnight, a couple of times.

So I'm so sick, man. I mean, I can't even I can't exaggerate how sick I was and scared to death. Never been in jail before for any length of time. Up until then, I think the most amount of time I'd spent in jail was a day or two, you know, overnight, a couple of times.

So I'm so sick, man. I mean, I can't even I can't exaggerate how sick I was and scared to death. Never been in jail before for any length of time. Up until then, I think the most amount of time I'd spent in jail was a day or two, you know, overnight, a couple of times.

a lot of times actually i think i got arrested like dude i got arrested like 15 times or something between you know between the very first time i got arrested and this last time just on a whole bunch of times they would anything i did man anything i did they would come arrest me for it was just ridiculous a bunch of i got arrested like six times get this for uh for i would i would be out of my yard