David

Now, if you're an alcoholic in jail, they'll at least treat you because they know you can die from alcoholism. So they'll do something for you. And actually, they do a lot. They give them all kinds of medication. I think they give them Valium. Imagine that. They give them Valium there. I would have killed somebody for Valium in jail. So I'm in jail and I'm realizing court dates are going by, too.

Now, if you're an alcoholic in jail, they'll at least treat you because they know you can die from alcoholism. So they'll do something for you. And actually, they do a lot. They give them all kinds of medication. I think they give them Valium. Imagine that. They give them Valium there. I would have killed somebody for Valium in jail. So I'm in jail and I'm realizing court dates are going by, too.

Now, if you're an alcoholic in jail, they'll at least treat you because they know you can die from alcoholism. So they'll do something for you. And actually, they do a lot. They give them all kinds of medication. I think they give them Valium. Imagine that. They give them Valium there. I would have killed somebody for Valium in jail. So I'm in jail and I'm realizing court dates are going by, too.

So I'm so sick, man. I mean, I can't even I can't exaggerate how sick I was and scared to death. Never been in jail before for any length of time. Up until then, I think the most amount of time I'd spent in jail was a day or two, you know, overnight, a couple of times.

So I'm so sick, man. I mean, I can't even I can't exaggerate how sick I was and scared to death. Never been in jail before for any length of time. Up until then, I think the most amount of time I'd spent in jail was a day or two, you know, overnight, a couple of times.

So I'm so sick, man. I mean, I can't even I can't exaggerate how sick I was and scared to death. Never been in jail before for any length of time. Up until then, I think the most amount of time I'd spent in jail was a day or two, you know, overnight, a couple of times.

a lot of times actually i think i got arrested like dude i got arrested like 15 times or something between you know between the very first time i got arrested and this last time just on a whole bunch of times they would anything i did man anything i did they would come arrest me for it was just ridiculous a bunch of i got arrested like six times get this for uh for i would i would be out of my yard

a lot of times actually i think i got arrested like dude i got arrested like 15 times or something between you know between the very first time i got arrested and this last time just on a whole bunch of times they would anything i did man anything i did they would come arrest me for it was just ridiculous a bunch of i got arrested like six times get this for uh for i would i would be out of my yard

a lot of times actually i think i got arrested like dude i got arrested like 15 times or something between you know between the very first time i got arrested and this last time just on a whole bunch of times they would anything i did man anything i did they would come arrest me for it was just ridiculous a bunch of i got arrested like six times get this for uh for i would i would be out of my yard

on and off throughout this whole deal and i'd go home and and get an argument with my wife even even inside of just just a minor argument that's nothing big and boom all the cops would just show up out of nowhere i'm like man who's who's calling the cops who even knows i'm here every time i pulled up they the cops were there you know so it happened a bunch of times so i was in and out of that jail a whole bunch of times but this this last time i get stuck in there i know i'm not leaving i'm about to die from withdrawals in there it was it was so bad i uh

on and off throughout this whole deal and i'd go home and and get an argument with my wife even even inside of just just a minor argument that's nothing big and boom all the cops would just show up out of nowhere i'm like man who's who's calling the cops who even knows i'm here every time i pulled up they the cops were there you know so it happened a bunch of times so i was in and out of that jail a whole bunch of times but this this last time i get stuck in there i know i'm not leaving i'm about to die from withdrawals in there it was it was so bad i uh

on and off throughout this whole deal and i'd go home and and get an argument with my wife even even inside of just just a minor argument that's nothing big and boom all the cops would just show up out of nowhere i'm like man who's who's calling the cops who even knows i'm here every time i pulled up they the cops were there you know so it happened a bunch of times so i was in and out of that jail a whole bunch of times but this this last time i get stuck in there i know i'm not leaving i'm about to die from withdrawals in there it was it was so bad i uh

I thought, you know what? I'm not leaving. I've got to get better somehow, and I've got to do everything I can to take advantage of this. At least I don't have to get up and go to work. I didn't have to go to work, and I wasn't worried about paying my bills. I could at least calm down and focus on trying to get off these drugs that I was on. That was what was steering my whole life anyways.

I thought, you know what? I'm not leaving. I've got to get better somehow, and I've got to do everything I can to take advantage of this. At least I don't have to get up and go to work. I didn't have to go to work, and I wasn't worried about paying my bills. I could at least calm down and focus on trying to get off these drugs that I was on. That was what was steering my whole life anyways.

I thought, you know what? I'm not leaving. I've got to get better somehow, and I've got to do everything I can to take advantage of this. At least I don't have to get up and go to work. I didn't have to go to work, and I wasn't worried about paying my bills. I could at least calm down and focus on trying to get off these drugs that I was on. That was what was steering my whole life anyways.

I couldn't get out of this rollercoaster mess.

I couldn't get out of this rollercoaster mess.

I couldn't get out of this rollercoaster mess.

uh so i remember i was you know they let you out for it instead to go take a shower and they give you like a few minutes 15 minutes for the phone or whatever and i thought well i'm going to start walking them down the stairs trying to get a little bit trying to get my body back and i could barely walk up the stairs that's how sick i was barely make it up to the top tier of the jail it's only like 25 steps or something but i mean i just almost had to crawl up the stairs i couldn't do it twice the first time you know so i started doing that and uh i

uh so i remember i was you know they let you out for it instead to go take a shower and they give you like a few minutes 15 minutes for the phone or whatever and i thought well i'm going to start walking them down the stairs trying to get a little bit trying to get my body back and i could barely walk up the stairs that's how sick i was barely make it up to the top tier of the jail it's only like 25 steps or something but i mean i just almost had to crawl up the stairs i couldn't do it twice the first time you know so i started doing that and uh i