Davina McCall

That's okay.

I experienced a lot of sexual abuse.

That really chipped away at my soul.

But getting into dance really opened my eyes.

There's a whole world out there that could possibly have me.

When I got the call for the Pussycat Dolls, I had to sort of choose.

You can either go on a Britney Spears tour or you do Pussycat Dolls.

And when they gave me that mohawk and biker boots, it was another level of what it meant to own my space.

I just didn't want that dream to go drifting.

But it came close.

I look back and get how misguided these headlines were.

Trying to pick women against women and call us strippers and all of it was telling me that I was replaceable and worthless.

Did you make money out of the Pussycat Dolls?

The levels in which I didn't see that amount of money is definitely present.

Can you just talk me through how that happened?

I'd grown from such a low and got to such a place where I'd overcome so much to then end up in a low again.

When it all came to an end and my mental and physical health wasn't going to sustain what was being asked of me, I had to put my ego aside, the identity of being known.

But I think it's important to come back together and make this all happen again.

Are you ready?

I've got goosebumps again.