Dawn

He had come to an agreement with the FBI, and he was only going to serve, like, I don't know, five to seven years. I mean, this was 2012. He'd have been way out of prison by now. I went to the funeral. His grandmother, who I loved, and she loved me, she came up to me, and she asked me about the house and about me selling the house. I said, Dino, you don't understand.

The government took everything. The government took that house. Like, I didn't sell any, like, I don't have anything.

The government took everything. The government took that house. Like, I didn't sell any, like, I don't have anything.

The government took everything. The government took that house. Like, I didn't sell any, like, I don't have anything.

Well, he stole the money out of her account to buy the gun to kill himself.

Well, he stole the money out of her account to buy the gun to kill himself.

Well, he stole the money out of her account to buy the gun to kill himself.

I got a couple. I got a couple.

I got a couple. I got a couple.

I got a couple. I got a couple.

What gets me the most is the betrayal to myself. Like, I don't know that woman. And thank God I don't know her anymore. I look back and how in the world, for 10 years of my life, this man was able to lie and manipulate. And I would lie and manipulate, you know, because again, we started out as an affair.

What gets me the most is the betrayal to myself. Like, I don't know that woman. And thank God I don't know her anymore. I look back and how in the world, for 10 years of my life, this man was able to lie and manipulate. And I would lie and manipulate, you know, because again, we started out as an affair.

What gets me the most is the betrayal to myself. Like, I don't know that woman. And thank God I don't know her anymore. I look back and how in the world, for 10 years of my life, this man was able to lie and manipulate. And I would lie and manipulate, you know, because again, we started out as an affair.

But the biggest thing is just how I let myself get so wrapped up in that and the things that my children had to go through. They were 18 months and four when I met him.

But the biggest thing is just how I let myself get so wrapped up in that and the things that my children had to go through. They were 18 months and four when I met him.

But the biggest thing is just how I let myself get so wrapped up in that and the things that my children had to go through. They were 18 months and four when I met him.

Being able to talk to other people and just be honest. has been very healing. Like, I don't hold back the fact we were in an affair. I don't hold back the people that I've hurt. You know, there was a lot of people hurting this, and I was not always the innocent person. I did a lot of hurting.

Being able to talk to other people and just be honest. has been very healing. Like, I don't hold back the fact we were in an affair. I don't hold back the people that I've hurt. You know, there was a lot of people hurting this, and I was not always the innocent person. I did a lot of hurting.

Being able to talk to other people and just be honest. has been very healing. Like, I don't hold back the fact we were in an affair. I don't hold back the people that I've hurt. You know, there was a lot of people hurting this, and I was not always the innocent person. I did a lot of hurting.

to reach other people and let them know that you know there's a whole network of people out here that have been hurt but that you can go through these horrible things and it's not over and you can rebuild as many times as it takes just be honest with yourself like I like who I am today and I think it's because I didn't try to hide all of those mistakes