Demon Erasers

When I talk about my dark night of the soul experience, I don't know if you ever heard about that, but a dark night of the soul is when you are just laid fucking bare.

It's worse than rock bottom.

It's complete and total annihilation.

I went through a dark night of the soul experience sitting in a prison cell for the second time.

Well, I don't.

So it's just an expression.

I don't necessarily believe in like, is it a soul?

Is it a spirit?

I mean, if you look at E equals MC squared, I mean, it's literally telling you energy,

There's a relationship between energy, something that's immaterial, and something that is material.

So once again, rather than looking at it in a one-way street, there is this symbiotic relationship where something that is material can influence something that's immaterial and vice versa.

What that gap is, I don't fucking know, and I don't think we're ever going to know, and I'm okay with that.

now I fucking lost my point as far as what truth of dark night of the soul so I went through that sitting in a prison cell I made millions of dollars selling weed I fucking was on bail started a multi-million dollar meal prep company had everything going for me fucking completely and totally lost it and that's when I was forced to confront the reality of myself forced to confront how money was tied to my identity because I told you my childhood leaving West Texas going to New Jersey on and on and on

And when you're left with nothing and the only thing you have is your choice, I believe that you have to become a creator.

You have to become that uncaused cause.

And so I think that people make the mistake in life where they're.

Well, and that to me is when you go back to the whole like, the words of Jesus per se, it's this whole like quantum enigma.

And I think that people put their wrong interpretation on what Jesus was saying when he's saying like the Father is in me, I'm in the Father.

He's really talking about this whole symbiotic relationship per se.

And so I think that in that moment of the dark night of the soul that you have to become this uncaused cause and you have to say, there might not be an external reason to love myself and respect myself.