Demon Erasers

I want to do good by my fellow man.

If there is a God.

Well, I'm just saying if there is a God, I want to believe in him.

I want to do right by him.

So it's just I have the intention and I have the desire.

And supposedly if there is this God, he has the intention and he has the desire.

So why am I being denied an experience like that that would immediately lead me to belief?

And why has my experience been completely and totally different that when I say, I don't believe, and I said it over and over again, that's when I started to experience my peace.

You understand?

So that's the part where it's just...

So I can explain that.

And what's the resolution?

Because I don't want to sit here and discount your experience.

I mean, you were brought to fucking tears.

Like it was moving.

But in the same token, I can't sit there just because you had this experience that was moving.

But you understand, though, in order for me to believe that, it's like you first— Like I said, I was eight years old, and my logical mind was reading the Old Testament.

But to me, it's like the mind is such a powerful thing.

where I think we don't acknowledge just what the mind is capable of seeing and capable of doing.

I mean, it's like your mind is this quantum fucking machine that... Everybody has the same experiences, though.