Dennis McKenna

mind-boggling you know and they do not really have to invoke this this delusion I mean this is a thing it's like I had this experience I had this serious break from reality eventually I recovered and sometimes you could say Terence didn't recover you know he will remain invested in this illusion delusion rather and That began at La Charrera, and it really persisted throughout most of his life.

mind-boggling you know and they do not really have to invoke this this delusion I mean this is a thing it's like I had this experience I had this serious break from reality eventually I recovered and sometimes you could say Terence didn't recover you know he will remain invested in this illusion delusion rather and That began at La Charrera, and it really persisted throughout most of his life.

mind-boggling you know and they do not really have to invoke this this delusion I mean this is a thing it's like I had this experience I had this serious break from reality eventually I recovered and sometimes you could say Terence didn't recover you know he will remain invested in this illusion delusion rather and That began at La Charrera, and it really persisted throughout most of his life.

And he couldn't let it go, you know. And at a certain point, he reached a point where I know later in life he had doubts. A lot of doubts. And there were other people who came along who were mathematicians, who were better. They actually understood the time way better than he did. And they came forth. And he...

And he couldn't let it go, you know. And at a certain point, he reached a point where I know later in life he had doubts. A lot of doubts. And there were other people who came along who were mathematicians, who were better. They actually understood the time way better than he did. And they came forth. And he...

And he couldn't let it go, you know. And at a certain point, he reached a point where I know later in life he had doubts. A lot of doubts. And there were other people who came along who were mathematicians, who were better. They actually understood the time way better than he did. And they came forth. And he...

I think later in life he began to feel that, you know, the idea wasn't valid, you know, and it really disturbed him. It really dismayed him because by this time it was his career, you know, and I can understand, you know, why he would not want to let it go. But sometimes you have to let things go, you know.

I think later in life he began to feel that, you know, the idea wasn't valid, you know, and it really disturbed him. It really dismayed him because by this time it was his career, you know, and I can understand, you know, why he would not want to let it go. But sometimes you have to let things go, you know.

I think later in life he began to feel that, you know, the idea wasn't valid, you know, and it really disturbed him. It really dismayed him because by this time it was his career, you know, and I can understand, you know, why he would not want to let it go. But sometimes you have to let things go, you know.

And then, of course, at the same time, you know, so I know that the years before the end of his life were very difficult. You know, he was depressed in a lot of ways. And, you know, people who...

And then, of course, at the same time, you know, so I know that the years before the end of his life were very difficult. You know, he was depressed in a lot of ways. And, you know, people who...

And then, of course, at the same time, you know, so I know that the years before the end of his life were very difficult. You know, he was depressed in a lot of ways. And, you know, people who...

i mean terence was like this huge iconic public figure you know but he was also a person he had a family he had you know a difficult marriage he had you know personal things the kind of thing that we all have to deal with because we're human whether we like it or not and we have to deal with those things and i think that uh

i mean terence was like this huge iconic public figure you know but he was also a person he had a family he had you know a difficult marriage he had you know personal things the kind of thing that we all have to deal with because we're human whether we like it or not and we have to deal with those things and i think that uh

i mean terence was like this huge iconic public figure you know but he was also a person he had a family he had you know a difficult marriage he had you know personal things the kind of thing that we all have to deal with because we're human whether we like it or not and we have to deal with those things and i think that uh

his public persona and meeting the expectations of his fan base became, you know, difficult for him. Very, almost like he wanted to retreat from it all, you know, in a certain way, through self-doubt, you know. And I used to tell him, Well, later in life, you know, although we had been so close during all this period, we sort of drifted apart.

his public persona and meeting the expectations of his fan base became, you know, difficult for him. Very, almost like he wanted to retreat from it all, you know, in a certain way, through self-doubt, you know. And I used to tell him, Well, later in life, you know, although we had been so close during all this period, we sort of drifted apart.

his public persona and meeting the expectations of his fan base became, you know, difficult for him. Very, almost like he wanted to retreat from it all, you know, in a certain way, through self-doubt, you know. And I used to tell him, Well, later in life, you know, although we had been so close during all this period, we sort of drifted apart.

But then when he got sick again, I was there for him very much. And I was sort of, I would say, you know, you don't have to...

But then when he got sick again, I was there for him very much. And I was sort of, I would say, you know, you don't have to...