Dereck Jackson
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You know what I mean?
All these supposed scumbags and all this, well, you're dealing with them.
So when I tapped out, the captain was trying to get me to come back because I ran a smooth program.
Nobody got hurt.
You know what I mean?
I said, no, I'm tired of fucking following these rules.
I don't believe in them.
I want to get the fuck out.
My family needs me.
I did enough for the pile, for the cause.
I need to get the fuck out.
And so I sat in the hole for a couple months, and I already knew what was coming.
I was assuming squab was coming to my cell.
They were going to pull me out, want me to debrief.
That means they want me to tell them everything about everybody, tell on everybody.
And I already told myself I wasn't going to do that because I put myself in that position.
I put our people in a very dangerous situation when I started using.
You know, so I really, really fucked up.
So, yeah, a couple months went by and nobody came.
They were like, we're going to send you to this yard.