Derek

Yeah, I probably don't feel like I need River to read that in a magazine one day. Right.

It's a tough look.

It's a tough look.

It's a tough look.

It's one thing to know that your father struggled with mental illness and sadly committed suicide. And then it's another to have...

It's one thing to know that your father struggled with mental illness and sadly committed suicide. And then it's another to have...

It's one thing to know that your father struggled with mental illness and sadly committed suicide. And then it's another to have...

your mom air out that he was like addicted to drugs and she found all these drugs in the closet and like all of his scary demons she's airing out that should be his choice and he's not here to say so yeah can you look who's Courtney Ann Platt she's a dancer she's calling out Alison Holker over classless interview and memoir

your mom air out that he was like addicted to drugs and she found all these drugs in the closet and like all of his scary demons she's airing out that should be his choice and he's not here to say so yeah can you look who's Courtney Ann Platt she's a dancer she's calling out Alison Holker over classless interview and memoir

your mom air out that he was like addicted to drugs and she found all these drugs in the closet and like all of his scary demons she's airing out that should be his choice and he's not here to say so yeah can you look who's Courtney Ann Platt she's a dancer she's calling out Alison Holker over classless interview and memoir

Yeah. I don't know how you... How do you look a mother in her eyes after her son has just died and say, you can come in, but first sign this agreement. You're not allowed to talk about it. And you can't talk about it.

Yeah. I don't know how you... How do you look a mother in her eyes after her son has just died and say, you can come in, but first sign this agreement. You're not allowed to talk about it. And you can't talk about it.

Yeah. I don't know how you... How do you look a mother in her eyes after her son has just died and say, you can come in, but first sign this agreement. You're not allowed to talk about it. And you can't talk about it.

But yeah, but like... It's just weird and sad. It's really sad. And obviously it's a touchy subject. Like I've never been in this position, you know, and it's like, I don't know how... I would navigate it. I don't think this is the way I would navigate it, but I obviously can't speak until I'm in that position.

But yeah, but like... It's just weird and sad. It's really sad. And obviously it's a touchy subject. Like I've never been in this position, you know, and it's like, I don't know how... I would navigate it. I don't think this is the way I would navigate it, but I obviously can't speak until I'm in that position.

But yeah, but like... It's just weird and sad. It's really sad. And obviously it's a touchy subject. Like I've never been in this position, you know, and it's like, I don't know how... I would navigate it. I don't think this is the way I would navigate it, but I obviously can't speak until I'm in that position.

And she was she was very lovely when we met her. And she's been through so much. She's got these young kids. There is just something about this that feels wrong. And I just know that I wouldn't want River to have to read about her dad anymore.

And she was she was very lovely when we met her. And she's been through so much. She's got these young kids. There is just something about this that feels wrong. And I just know that I wouldn't want River to have to read about her dad anymore.

And she was she was very lovely when we met her. And she's been through so much. She's got these young kids. There is just something about this that feels wrong. And I just know that I wouldn't want River to have to read about her dad anymore.

I mean, he like wrote in his journal about like things that happened to him as a kid. She's like talking about that in this, which feels wrong.