Desi Perkins

It's kind of crazy.

Honestly, I've rewatched it recently and I was like, whoa, that's crazy.

I was crying.

I was like, I just want to hug that person.

Yeah, I was going through infertility struggles and it was just like seven years of trying to have babies.

Yeah, it was.

Yeah, it was but I was It actually was a huge turning point for me in my career and actually any time that I have Humanized myself it was like a huge turning point in my career really like in the beginning when YouTube first started everybody was about being perfect and very put together and overproduced and like it's very different now yeah, but

it was like trying to be this perfect person.

And then when finally, as I went on and started to get out of my shell, I let go of those perfectionist traits and I started showing real moments and that's when I realized that's what people want to connect with is real moments and not the perfect picture.

Yeah.

They only like me when I'm ugly now.

Yeah.

they're not gonna like me here no they're like come on yeah they don't want me to be like my postpartum hair is just like flying they want me to be titties swinging and banging with a big big t-shirt on and like stain they like that they're like that's the kind of that's the desi i like that's where they want me to be thank god because i'm i love to be there you're all thank god that was exhausting i am there six days out of the week and one day i will show up like this

It's such a journey.

I love I mean, Stephen and I think we're lucky because we both really wanted babies and we've been trying so hard.

So this happening for us has been like we enjoy it so much.

And I think this is what we've always wanted.

And.

It's crazy because somewhere along the way, it's like my career, my career, my career.

And really like the ultimate dream for both of us was to start our family above our career.