Dilly Carter

Holly Oaks did.

You know, we was all pitted against each other.

And these are all the men who own the magazines.

Yeah.

So is it because I'm a woman and because I'm in control of it all?

Do you still keep all those magazines?

No, that's why I love Google.

Google's like my photo album.

So have you got rid of all your memories from all the years gone by?

You know what, I've lived in over 300 homes, houses, maybe pushed up for 400 houses my whole life.

I just want to settle down now.

I just want my own home now that's actually ours.

I think because it's such a young age and because I was in so many foster homes and refuges and different skills and pushed from pillar to post, I've never really settled.

And do you think that's why you've left everything behind is every time you move, you don't want to take the experiences of what's happened into the next step?

No, not necessarily.

I think I've moved so much things that I've got lost in transit.

I'm not very sentimental like that.

I just think, I think the older I've got, I think just get rid, get rid, get rid.

And the thing is what I do with my children, which is my own fault, I overcompensate by gifting them.

By giving them stuff.