Dr. Stephen Meyer
π€ SpeakerAppearances Over Time
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And I didn't know how to explain it any better or worse than that.
And I could go on, you know, spinning, spinning, spinning.
And one day I had this thought.
maybe this is what it means to be insane.
And then I had a panic, I had a panic attack, I had a surge, because I didn't see anyone at school asking these kinds of questions and nobody was talking about this.
And so then I had about just an extended period of like six months, still in the leg cast, can't do anything, overactive mind,
And it's like this dark thought.
I get afraid of the thoughts I'm having because it might mean that I'm insane.
And then I get afraid of the thoughts that I'm insane.
And then it's a fear of a fear of a fear.
And it's just a downward maelstrom.
And it's just utter darkness.
And I remember staring at some pattern on my windowsill thinking β
My life is over.
Just nothing makes sense.
And so I have a happy-go-lucky brother who's my alter ego.
I'm a philosopher.
He's an entrepreneur.
And he kind of started to pull me out of this.
His school started up again in the fall.