Dr. Taylor Cummings

Who was thinking?

Or I was just like, I want to cry, but I literally can't.

I don't even have the time to cry.

Like, I want to cry so bad right now.

But if I cry right now, I'm wasting time and I need to submit this now.

And so I think really understanding what that looks like.

And now that that's done.

A part of me needed to regulate my nervous system, which I still think I'm in the process of, but also just understanding that we are thirsty for knowledge and information.

And my voice is powerful and it is important.

And I do need to get this out, but also going through the emotional hurdles of what it means to produce something and to create something.

I went through the system of indoctrination.

It wasn't like I'm talking about this that it doesn't apply to me.

I went through that and it affected my psyche.

It affected the way I understand myself.

It suppressed a lot of my creativity.

So now it's like coming into myself in a new way and a different level.

And so now I think, like you said, sticking to one project, I have a trillion.

I got ideas for days.

It's like, oh, I'm gonna do a film.

I'm gonna do this.