Dr. Will Bulsiewicz

And I don't know that there's anything that she could do that would make me not love her.

And you feel that instantly.

It's a very special feeling.

And that allowed me to realize

that that was the way that my dad felt about me.

and the other side to this is i think that there are aspects of our life that mature at a different pace so like for nutrition it was like super quick and easy for me you know 2012 to like 2015 i was like a new man yeah right had like really drilled down and figured out what works for for me at least right um but like being willing

to realize my own mistakes as part of the personal development that was necessary to accept that maybe part of this issue here was actually me.

Right?

But also, I'm holding this child and like, I don't know where she came from.

but she came from somewhere.

There's a breath of life that came into this child that is completely undeniable.

And science will never actually be able to explain that.

That's true.

That's true.

And so that sort of experience leads you into some bigger questions of like,

understanding who I am within this broader story of everything that's unfolding and what is my purpose?

Why am I here?

And what does it all mean?

And what will happen after I'm gone?

And so this led me on what was a very slow spiritual journey where I was like against it and closed off for a very long time.