Drew Burney

It's not easy.

This is why most people don't change, is because they don't want to sit with this pain that you have of losing yourself, of facing uncertainty, of trying to be somebody you're not right now.

My avoidance that I've had, it's protected me all these times because I don't got to get close to anybody.

And then I don't get close to anybody.

Then they can't leave and it won't hurt.

So there's a pain in losing the avoidance part of it.

But then there's also, I got to turn towards the pain of this is, that's just a possibility now.

And am I the kind of person who's going to lean into that and, and try to explore what that is?

And it's going to be very, very painful.

So it's not only that there's a lot of pain going on right now.

It's like, there's actually a lot more ahead too.

So yeah, I don't know.

That's where I'm at with it right now.

And it's, it sucks.

Yeah.

It sucks.

I'm not going to sugarcoat it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

No, I'll be fine.

That's the other thing though, too, is like, I know I'll be fine.