Dylan Gemelli

Yes.

Trust is faith.

So for the first time, I'm going to trust you.

And I was laying in bed and I said, you know what?

I got nothing else to do.

I'm going to start researching stem region and biohacking.

And within like 20 minutes, I realized...

This is what I've been meant to do my whole life.

Everything I stand for, everything I believe in, everything that I research, that I love, it's right here.

I've been a believer my whole life, but have I been a God first individual where that was my main priority, where my life was turned over to him and given to him and trusted?

I would go, I usually go to mass on Saturdays because I'm getting up on Sundays.

So I would go at 4.30 mass and I would always go up there and say my prayers after mass for a long time.

This is post-jail?

This is before.

And I would sit there and do like a long in-detail prayer, but I didn't do it throughout the week like that.

I would do it there.

And I would leave mass and I would go directly to the grocery store, get my bottle of vodka, go home, get my cocaine out to prep for the night and start ironing clothes and getting ready.

Like that's how bad it was that I thought I was going there apologizing for sins and then literally leaving within 30 minutes.

Wow.

And going home and doing all that.