Ed Calderon
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
about BTSD, about the cost of things you've done and seen.
Quote, when it's over and we're far from that chaos and noise of death being close and life being real,
That is when some of us remember, in the quiet nights, in a field in Tennessee, looking at fireflies, walking through a fair, holding hands with a lover, asking you what's wrong.
At your kid's birthday party, leave early to avoid the ending of a celebration.
That is what the quiet means to some of us.
So that's speaking to that silence, the quiet.
How do you live with and thrive with
this newly learned term of PTSD.
Like it humbles you.
It makes you appreciate all the different kinds of struggles that people go through.
You've gotten to a point so low.
Was this a decision you arrived at by yourself?
Was there some inspiration?
Or was it just the point is so low, lost so much?
It was the start of COVID.
So when you talked to Rogan the first time, you're still struggling with this demon?
That must be a super stressful experience, talking to Joe Rogan the first time.
Did you drink that night?
Do you remember?