Eddie Caddy

I couldn't even start a fire.

Thank God for Jack Osborne.

Are you sure you're Congolese?

I said, I'm British, actually.

I'm British, thank you.

But yeah, it was showing a different side to myself and being able to just be naked.

I think for me, if I have to be totally honest, struggling with who I am and if it's enough.

It still happens.

Some people call it imposter syndrome.

I think it goes beyond that now.

I think it's just about identity and fitting in.

So for me, it's been that.

The toughest moments have been being in rooms and going...

The things I'm saying, are they translating well or it doesn't feel like it's enough?

Sometimes you leave rooms or you leave opportunities or a TV show or something going, that it felt like I was the outcast.

But actually, I'm the golden child, you know, I'm unique and special.

But that's, it takes a while.

And I always encourage people to be like, be patient with yourself.

But that's always felt really tough, like try to break through with that mentality.

So it's actually kept, there's a corner I have at home.