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She's like, I just, that's the other feeling that I've got is that it's a baby girl.

Don't.

Are you going to look up the Chinese thingy chart?

Because I looked it up and I think the Chinese birth chart is a lot of shite.

Do you know why?

Because there's so many of them.

But the weird thing is, right, and I need to be careful how I tell this next bit.

She then said to me, have you got this situation going on with one of your kids?

And I went, no.

And she went, is it, I said, could it be the other one?

Like, is there something, maybe I don't know about it or something.

She was like, no, it is this child and it's this specific thing that I feel like is happening.

And then I clicked and I went, oh my God, no.

But that exact scenario that you are talking about

is what I was discussing on the way here I had been listening to a big voice note from one of my friends who was describing that exact scenario about not her child but someone else's child so it's almost I was like Lucy have you picked up the signal or have you picked up my thoughts because I've been thinking about that like since when I'm lying there for an hour like I'm going over like the last hour and the stuff that we've been talking about what the hell so it's almost like she's picked up the signal of your thoughts yeah

it was very weird and then we started talking about dreams and stuff as well and um she said I'd said to her like I had just had a dream about my dad I don't dream about my dad a lot I think I told you this or not you never told me I was like it was weird it wasn't vivid right but I said to her I can't remember how it came up I think I can't remember but I said to her I had a dream where I was just in my living room the kids were running about at the age they are now and

And I just realised that my dad was sitting in the corner and reading the paper on the couch, right?

But in the dream, I was almost like, I can't acknowledge it because I know that that bit's not real.

But if you acknowledge it, you're worried that it's going to go away.

Yeah, right.