Elena

Who never made her feel like she was enough and who she had to always constantly... beg and fight for the attention or any kind of like pat on the back or any kind of compliment. And it's like, it does carry into, you know?

Who never made her feel like she was enough and who she had to always constantly... beg and fight for the attention or any kind of like pat on the back or any kind of compliment. And it's like, it does carry into, you know?

Yeah. You know?

Yeah. You know?

And sometimes you don't even need to have that kind of upbringing or anything like that to fall into that. No. You know what I mean?

And sometimes you don't even need to have that kind of upbringing or anything like that to fall into that. No. You know what I mean?

Yeah.

Yeah.

I have a great father.

I have a great father.

Thinks I'm the bee's knees and always told me I was the bee's knees and like was great and is great and remains great and will be great forever. And I still dated somebody and there was a similar kind of relationship where it was like I was constantly trying to hold on to this awful thing.

Thinks I'm the bee's knees and always told me I was the bee's knees and like was great and is great and remains great and will be great forever. And I still dated somebody and there was a similar kind of relationship where it was like I was constantly trying to hold on to this awful thing.

Which was literally like, I have control of the situation kind of thing. So it's like, you don't even need to have that background. But when you have that background, I'm sure it's... If that was... And I'm only thinking of my own thing. Yeah. If that was hard to get out of for me, who has no... psychological reason to be trapped in that way of thinking.

Which was literally like, I have control of the situation kind of thing. So it's like, you don't even need to have that background. But when you have that background, I'm sure it's... If that was... And I'm only thinking of my own thing. Yeah. If that was hard to get out of for me, who has no... psychological reason to be trapped in that way of thinking.

To have a background and a trauma that builds upon that, that's keeping you there, must be like being in quicksand.

To have a background and a trauma that builds upon that, that's keeping you there, must be like being in quicksand.

It's difficult. But it's hard, yeah. It is because, I mean, I didn't understand, like my John, I didn't understand why he was being so kind.

It's difficult. But it's hard, yeah. It is because, I mean, I didn't understand, like my John, I didn't understand why he was being so kind.

Yeah.

Yeah.