Elena

And he tried to force his way into the room, but the hospital staff actually blocked him and said they were given explicit orders from the doctor to keep him out. So what the fuck happened there? So this obviously devastated him because he had this whole plan. And then he learned that it was Ralphine who told the doctors not to let him in the room. And so he demanded to know why she would do that.

Now, this is horrifying. So Ralphine explained that Jerry had always been so possessive and jealous of her that she thought it best that he not witness what happened during the delivery of a child.

Now, this is horrifying. So Ralphine explained that Jerry had always been so possessive and jealous of her that she thought it best that he not witness what happened during the delivery of a child.

she said i didn't and this is the way she says this horrifies me to be quite honest so i want everybody to know a little bit of a trigger warning because this is a little graphic and gross okay the way she says this in my opinion she said i didn't want you to watch another man play with me um that's not what happens during birth no

she said i didn't and this is the way she says this horrifies me to be quite honest so i want everybody to know a little bit of a trigger warning because this is a little graphic and gross okay the way she says this in my opinion she said i didn't want you to watch another man play with me um that's not what happens during birth no

And what happened, Ralphine, that you are suddenly like, and I think it's like she is being conditioned into believing every part of her life is being sexualized in some way.

And what happened, Ralphine, that you are suddenly like, and I think it's like she is being conditioned into believing every part of her life is being sexualized in some way.

Yeah, that's very dark. It's so dark. Like, so dark. And she told him this. Okay. So this marked a big shift in their dynamic. This this moment. Jerry had always had a disdain for women, obviously, but his wife was never included in that because she, according to him, had accepted and loved him in ways that he had never experienced before.

Yeah, that's very dark. It's so dark. Like, so dark. And she told him this. Okay. So this marked a big shift in their dynamic. This this moment. Jerry had always had a disdain for women, obviously, but his wife was never included in that because she, according to him, had accepted and loved him in ways that he had never experienced before.

And it was because of that and her refusal that it was because of that, that her refusal to allow him into the room, he felt it was a huge betrayal. Like he took it as an immense betrayal.

And it was because of that and her refusal that it was because of that, that her refusal to allow him into the room, he felt it was a huge betrayal. Like he took it as an immense betrayal.

Yeah. Yeah. Right. In his mind, I get it why he, where his mind is right now, why that would feel like a betrayal to him. Yeah. And obviously, like, there's many layers to this because it's her decision. You know what I mean? Like, that's her body.

Yeah. Yeah. Right. In his mind, I get it why he, where his mind is right now, why that would feel like a betrayal to him. Yeah. And obviously, like, there's many layers to this because it's her decision. You know what I mean? Like, that's her body.

Yeah. Her experience of going on. But I can see why in his deranged mind right now, where his mind is very rancid at the moment, that he had convinced himself that this was going to save him. This was his salvation, seeing this. And now she took it away from him. And now she, in his mind, took that from him. Right. So he's twisting it into something far worse than what it actually was.

Yeah. Her experience of going on. But I can see why in his deranged mind right now, where his mind is very rancid at the moment, that he had convinced himself that this was going to save him. This was his salvation, seeing this. And now she took it away from him. And now she, in his mind, took that from him. Right. So he's twisting it into something far worse than what it actually was.

And it sounds like she had every reason not to. Yeah, exactly. Why would she? You can see where both of them are coming from at this point. But my God, the statement she made about it haunts me.

And it sounds like she had every reason not to. Yeah, exactly. Why would she? You can see where both of them are coming from at this point. But my God, the statement she made about it haunts me.

Yes, and it's being sexualized, which is...

Yes, and it's being sexualized, which is...

Yeah. A poor baby. It shows you though like their his upbringing and how fucked up he was about sex. Yeah. He imprinted that onto her through their marriage because she was young. Yeah. And it obviously is manifesting in ways like this.