Ellis Jones

Hello?

Like, he had a pistol in his mouth when he answered the phone, and he just sounded like Eeyore from, you know, like Winnie the Pooh.

Right.

Clinically depressed.

And he even said something like, not making fun of him or anything.

Everybody interpreted it their own way.

But he's like, yeah, I was pretty depressed, you know, for like, until like pretty much like the last two years.

And I was like, damn, bro, it's been 20 years since I was down there.

Like...

I don't know where I hit the switch mentally where it's like, are you going to be fucked up about this your whole life?

Are you going to be burnt with injustice your whole life?

Are you going to turn into Batman?

What are you going to do?

Are you going to just be like, this is something crazy that happened?

went for like six years it was you know it sucked but anyway so now i let my hair grow and i beat up a couple dudes like you know now i got it really in to give myself manicures you know like yeah well yeah now i own a construction company and we build new houses like well i don't even think about it anymore i got my ged you know i'm saying converted to islam did my time i'm saying so so i get out and um yeah nothing changed my brothers were they had been giving my mom a hard time

And they had really resented me while I was gone.

I don't know why.

I think it's just because you're not there.

It's easy to, like, villainize you.

And one of my brothers said to me one time that basically I was the reason that my parents split up.