Emilie Kiser

And it's really always felt that way.

It's definitely shifted my perspective on my boundaries and how much I choose to share.

I don't share my younger son anymore.

I have a strict boundary of I don't share Trig anymore.

I won't share photos of him, videos of him.

It's definitely just shifted a lot of my perspective of as much as I am so grateful for the community, it does kind of give you this perspective of...

People, I mean, yeah, they don't actually know me.

They don't actually know my real life.

And it's a hard thing to learn, especially going through what we did so publicly.

It really opens your eyes.

I went out with my friends.

I was five weeks postpartum.

And I went out to dinner for a little girl's night out.

And about maybe 10 minutes after I arrived, I got a phone call from my husband that our son Trick had fallen in the pool.

And that he wasn't breathing.

And I could hear the pain and the just confusion in his voice.

I knew immediately before he even said anything that something was wrong.

And so I rushed to the hospital to be by my son's side.

And our life just completely changed that day.

And he passed away about a week later.