Emily Atack

We didn't say goodbye.

I just got in a van with all my stuff and I just left.

And we both knew it was going to be, we were going to be okay.

So it was a big moment for us.

There are tissues on the side.

Thanks.

Thank you.

We've been taught that love by our parents, our wonderful, mental, creative, insane parents who we just love so much.

I really wouldn't change any of that.

Well, I loved playing that role and I loved all the attention I was getting and not the negative stuff, but I loved that it had catapulted me and I was getting invited to all these cool parties and

all these like really hot men wanted to go out with me and I would get me and all my friends we'd go to all these nightclubs and you know we'd get we'd get all the best tables and they'd bring over the big massive bottles of vodka with fireworks in them you know do you know what I mean and yeah and they were really fun years and I was able to kind of do that for my mates you know they sort of loved having a mate that was on the telly I didn't really have any telly friends at that point it was all very much people I went to school with who were still my best friends now and

There was the outer thing of being the pinup and being on the front page of Loaded and FHM and doing all that stuff.

But that to me was just, that was just how I sold my work.

And that was very normal.

And I enjoyed those photo shoots.

Fine.

I didn't think anything of it.

I'd stand there in my pants.

I'd break for lunch.

My mum always came with me on those shoots and we'd sit around and I'd sit there in my knickers and have my lunch and then carry on.