Erin

Well, like more so like him.

Cause it's just like, cause I'm perfectly fine with just being friends.

I think too, I struggle a little bit.

I think part of me is afraid to have this overt confidence, saying we won't be friends.

Could I do it?

Yes.

But also I think I'm kind of like, because like I said, I'm going to be here in this place seeing this person for the duration of this year.

And the thought of saying that and then feeling like,

like the delusion was all in my mind afterwards like him like shutting me down which just like i'm like okay well maybe this was all just like thought up and then i say that he's just like what are you talking about uh i don't know that would really that would be i mean at least i would have an answer you're selling yourself way too short you're selling yourself way too short

Yeah, but I just, I guess that that part isn't in like my disposition normally.

What do you mean?

It kind of takes me a bit to like, like having that just like, like, no, like we won't be, I don't know.

You know what?

No, I, and I do know that because my pride is quite big and that's why I haven't asked or said anything to him already.

Well, and that's to me, but also like, because like I said, we spend a lot of time like as a group, like everyone in the program, like we talk about like our families or like, you know, like our jobs, like our experiences and stuff like that.

I don't think I've ever done that.

Exciting, yes, but... Draining, sure, too.

I enjoy it.

Draining, for sure.

Right.