Esther Falick

I mean, it's so sad, but there's just like, there's one line in it that I often think about.

Tony Bennett says this one thing.

He's like, I wish that she lived a little longer because like the longer you live life, the more life teaches you how to live it.

And I really feel like that's true.

You go through a major shakeup, and the first time you're like, well this is gonna destroy me, and then it doesn't.

And you're like, oh, I guess I'm a person who makes it through shakeups.

I don't know how I'll make it through this one, but I guess I can do that.

A million percent.

Yeah, it is.

It's easy to, like, lose that.

That is something I'm working on right now, right?

Let's talk about it.

Yeah, right?

Well, I think that, like, you trust your intuition.

Your life suddenly starts to feel, like, so right in so many ways.

But also, it has put me in the crosshairs of so much pain.

I have this joke in my show where I'm like, I used to be so afraid to come out because I was afraid of all the ways that it would make my life harder and worse.

But you wanna know something beautiful?

I was right, I called it.

like obviously my life is like so much better like I would not want to be who I was before of course but like it has made life harder so I think I shy away from my intuition sometimes these days because I'm like well the last time I listened to my intuition like everything changed and it got better but like change is still so scary yep so I'm trying to like remember that my intuition is a source of wisdom