Ethan Hawke

And I was constantly hoping that their discipline could work for me and give me guidance and direction and orientation in my life.

But I kept struggling with it in a

I would struggle to stay on that path.

And finally, it was my oldest daughter who realized, Dad, you got to stop struggling.

You have your path.

Your path is the arts.

And your discipline is manifest in your life as an actor.

That is your religious calling.

That sounds pretentious perhaps on a radio show, but it's even true in a scary movie or in a silly noir set in Tulsa.

You're celebrating people and life and humanity and what we're up against.

And that has faith attached to it.

You know, AIDS crisis in Haiti in the late 80s.

And the nuns, the order there, they would

They just had a home where you could die with peace and grace and dignity.

And so men, mostly old men, could come and die and be bathed and clean.

It's very, very beautiful.

And these women were incredibly dedicated to their faith and really inspiring.

My mother was going through a phase where she was really worried I was turning into a superficial little snot who cared about...

you know, whether his shirt was an Izod or Ralph Lauren or something like that.

And so she took me there.