Eugene Khoza

And I can't wait to touch it and feel it. And that thing happened. But there's things that I've always put far ahead in my life. And I said, yeah, one day, one day, one day. Because I've been nonspecific about what I want. The thing keeps becoming a dream. And I said, I'm very aware that also that can be an addiction on itself. Postponing your own joy, success, and happiness into the future.

And I can't wait to touch it and feel it. And that thing happened. But there's things that I've always put far ahead in my life. And I said, yeah, one day, one day, one day. Because I've been nonspecific about what I want. The thing keeps becoming a dream. And I said, I'm very aware that also that can be an addiction on itself. Postponing your own joy, success, and happiness into the future.

because somehow you feel like you yourself you're undeserving you're not worthy you're not ready so you keep saying one day i'm gonna make a lot of money one day what's a lot of money and then you keep saying that because you don't want to be because you want to commit yourself to it you know same way i don't write my set down there's things i'd never want to commit myself to and now i'm specific if i want to see a 9-11 a red one i'll say to myself and i'll see a red one

because somehow you feel like you yourself you're undeserving you're not worthy you're not ready so you keep saying one day i'm gonna make a lot of money one day what's a lot of money and then you keep saying that because you don't want to be because you want to commit yourself to it you know same way i don't write my set down there's things i'd never want to commit myself to and now i'm specific if i want to see a 9-11 a red one i'll say to myself and i'll see a red one

And I'll see it twice in a day. And I'll be like, yeah, I saw it because now I'm aware. Now you've made me aware. It is my awareness that's heightened. But I also was in motion. And uniqueness. And uniqueness. And I was specific. And I also get specific about what I want. So I'm learning that now, recently, that I must be specific with what I want. I even see it in my mind's eye.

And I'll see it twice in a day. And I'll be like, yeah, I saw it because now I'm aware. Now you've made me aware. It is my awareness that's heightened. But I also was in motion. And uniqueness. And uniqueness. And I was specific. And I also get specific about what I want. So I'm learning that now, recently, that I must be specific with what I want. I even see it in my mind's eye.

We don't know. That's what brings me to the initial subject that we started with when I said when we hang out with people that have normal jobs. Because we get to experience their milestones from the outside. So when someone, that's what I said to you, when someone looks at a car and says, that's a nice car. You and I remember a time when they looked at another car. And said, nice car. Oh, yeah.

We don't know. That's what brings me to the initial subject that we started with when I said when we hang out with people that have normal jobs. Because we get to experience their milestones from the outside. So when someone, that's what I said to you, when someone looks at a car and says, that's a nice car. You and I remember a time when they looked at another car. And said, nice car. Oh, yeah.

When we hear them going, I can't get off because of. But you and I remember a time when they wanted the gig.

When we hear them going, I can't get off because of. But you and I remember a time when they wanted the gig.

But now.

But now.

So that's why I said, this is coming full circle. That's where I find when I'm with friends that have structured normal jobs. That's where I get to measure what people's needs really are versus what they want are. Because they wanted this thing so bad. They dreamt about it. They knew if they reach this level and get this kind of a job and position, this is what it means.

So that's why I said, this is coming full circle. That's where I find when I'm with friends that have structured normal jobs. That's where I get to measure what people's needs really are versus what they want are. Because they wanted this thing so bad. They dreamt about it. They knew if they reach this level and get this kind of a job and position, this is what it means.

But when I'm with them now, I don't have the time for this anymore. You know how much things here cost. The thing that they dreamt about the most.

But when I'm with them now, I don't have the time for this anymore. You know how much things here cost. The thing that they dreamt about the most.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Choosing this pain. You know what I mean?

Choosing this pain. You know what I mean?