Evan Marks
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Podcast Appearances
At 46, I'm in a car going to the train station.
And all of a sudden, my head starts to sweat.
I think I'm having a heart attack.
I got taken to the ER.
And it was actually a massive panic attack.
It was just the years of chronic stress.
I didn't want to be a traitor.
And luckily, I did well.
But I hated every moment of it.
I had an identity crisis.
I was in more pain than anybody knew.
And this last 15 years, I suffered from fear of regret.
I remember looking at my wife saying, this feels like spiritual suicide.
I said, I got to get out of this.
I know so many people going through it.
I saw a neurologist and he says, you have to retire.
I didn't know what to do.
I went back to school at 46 years old to study psychoanalytical theory and neuroscience.
When I think about your podcast, you are providing such a great roadmap for the game of possibilities.
Paul, thanks for having me, brother.