Fallon Farinacci

Right there. And then we would never have had to go upstairs. My brother wouldn't have had to see my dad.

No, but it's like, those are the things that I think that people don't always think about. Like, oh, well, like, how come you're me, quote, okay, but maybe they weren't. And it's like, yeah, but it's different. Like, we're all going to process things differently. Yeah. And so at the age of 29, my older brother, Carson, my husband and I were dating at that time. And we had went out.

No, but it's like, those are the things that I think that people don't always think about. Like, oh, well, like, how come you're me, quote, okay, but maybe they weren't. And it's like, yeah, but it's different. Like, we're all going to process things differently. Yeah. And so at the age of 29, my older brother, Carson, my husband and I were dating at that time. And we had went out.

No, but it's like, those are the things that I think that people don't always think about. Like, oh, well, like, how come you're me, quote, okay, but maybe they weren't. And it's like, yeah, but it's different. Like, we're all going to process things differently. Yeah. And so at the age of 29, my older brother, Carson, my husband and I were dating at that time. And we had went out.

We have a festival in St. Catharines. And we went to that festival. And I saw one of my brother's friends out. And he said, where's Carson? Where's Carr? And I was like, I don't know. I thought he'd be here with you. My brother didn't like, it's not like I thought I would see him out all the time, but this was a festival that maybe he'd be at. And he was like, no, you should call him.

We have a festival in St. Catharines. And we went to that festival. And I saw one of my brother's friends out. And he said, where's Carson? Where's Carr? And I was like, I don't know. I thought he'd be here with you. My brother didn't like, it's not like I thought I would see him out all the time, but this was a festival that maybe he'd be at. And he was like, no, you should call him.

We have a festival in St. Catharines. And we went to that festival. And I saw one of my brother's friends out. And he said, where's Carson? Where's Carr? And I was like, I don't know. I thought he'd be here with you. My brother didn't like, it's not like I thought I would see him out all the time, but this was a festival that maybe he'd be at. And he was like, no, you should call him.

And I was like, yeah. And, you know, I kind of left it at that. And then I went back to my husband's house. And in the morning I had a million, what feels like a million missed calls. I looked at my phone and they were only from my grandma's house and from my brother's house, my older brother's house, because my younger brother now lived with my grandma because of my aunt taking the money.

And I was like, yeah. And, you know, I kind of left it at that. And then I went back to my husband's house. And in the morning I had a million, what feels like a million missed calls. I looked at my phone and they were only from my grandma's house and from my brother's house, my older brother's house, because my younger brother now lived with my grandma because of my aunt taking the money.

And I was like, yeah. And, you know, I kind of left it at that. And then I went back to my husband's house. And in the morning I had a million, what feels like a million missed calls. I looked at my phone and they were only from my grandma's house and from my brother's house, my older brother's house, because my younger brother now lived with my grandma because of my aunt taking the money.

And I said, I looked at my husband and I said, I'm not going to call them back. And he said, what do you mean? I said, I'm not, I'm not calling them back. Bring me back to my apartment. I'm going to go home. I'm going to get ready. And then I'm going to go, I'm going to go to one of their houses. And he was like, my husband was just like, I feel like he was looking at me like, why don't you call?

And I said, I looked at my husband and I said, I'm not going to call them back. And he said, what do you mean? I said, I'm not, I'm not calling them back. Bring me back to my apartment. I'm going to go home. I'm going to get ready. And then I'm going to go, I'm going to go to one of their houses. And he was like, my husband was just like, I feel like he was looking at me like, why don't you call?

And I said, I looked at my husband and I said, I'm not going to call them back. And he said, what do you mean? I said, I'm not, I'm not calling them back. Bring me back to my apartment. I'm going to go home. I'm going to get ready. And then I'm going to go, I'm going to go to one of their houses. And he was like, my husband was just like, I feel like he was looking at me like, why don't you call?

And we're sitting in the car and we're driving. He's driving me back to my apartment. And I was like, I don't know who I want to be dead more.

And we're sitting in the car and we're driving. He's driving me back to my apartment. And I was like, I don't know who I want to be dead more.

And we're sitting in the car and we're driving. He's driving me back to my apartment. And I was like, I don't know who I want to be dead more.

my grandma or my brother because one of them died and if I call then I'm gonna know I was like I don't want to know and so I went back to my place I think I showered like I was in definitely a state of shock and I showered and I got ready and I went to my brother's house I chose to go to my brother's

my grandma or my brother because one of them died and if I call then I'm gonna know I was like I don't want to know and so I went back to my place I think I showered like I was in definitely a state of shock and I showered and I got ready and I went to my brother's house I chose to go to my brother's

my grandma or my brother because one of them died and if I call then I'm gonna know I was like I don't want to know and so I went back to my place I think I showered like I was in definitely a state of shock and I showered and I got ready and I went to my brother's house I chose to go to my brother's

I don't know why and I got there and I could just see everyone my eyes were just scanning everyone sitting on the front porch because I was like who is who's there and who's not my grandma wasn't there but neither was my brother and I could just see them they're all looking at me And it felt like it took me forever to get out of the car. And something said, just get out and go.