Florence Given

Okay, good fucking morning.

In today's episode, I want to talk with you about your right as a woman to be annoying as fuck.

My whole life I was afraid of being annoying.

I was afraid that I was secretly this annoying little fucking thing that was intensely too much and arguably I am.

I'm very proud of it.

But deeper than the too much wound of it all was an annoying wound.

I was afraid that by taking up space, I was annoying.

I was afraid of this inherent cringey-like texture that I feared just consumed my being and was ultimately not unlovable, but just a lot more.

And that there's no way in hell anyone really enjoys my annoyingness.

There's no way in hell that... No.

No.

You know, I was going to go on some like, oh, no one could ever love me because I'm so annoying.

I've never felt that.

I've actually never felt that.

Never.

But...

I have always silently feared that I am annoying, okay?

And the funny thing about life is that life is going to always mirror back to you your subconscious beliefs, okay?

In the 3D world, in reality.

So whatever it is that you're ignoring in your subconscious, reality is going to mirror it back to you and you're going to be confronted with it and it's going to be very fucking uncomfortable.