Francesca Amber

Now, when you're doing this and you either haven't sold your property or you haven't made up your mind about what you want, or you maybe don't have the money yet, you can feel like such a twat.

Like you can feel like such a time waster.

And especially when you are on the phone to a state agent saying, yeah, I'm

looking at houses around a million pounds like you're just saying it like it's a normal thing and they don't know that you're a single mum that is only qualified to do beauty treatments okay they don't know that about you but you feel like they know and I mean I've gone to view some wild houses I've gone to view some like celebrities houses like Damien Lewis's old house by the way it was tiny like it was beautiful house but the bed was in a cupboard at

Absolutely not for me.

It can take a certain level of work to feel safe and to feel like you're not being a dickhead.

You're not wasting people's time.

You're like, no, this is what I'm going to be manifesting into my life.

And this is what I need to start looking at.

And so every time I came down to London, I would go and view one, two, three properties.

And let me tell you, most of the time I was depressed.

I was absolutely depressed.

rest at the state of it all.

I went to see a flat in Camden.

Camden's my number one area, by the way.

I just, I love it.

I feel very happy there.

I feel very at peace.

And I went to see a basement flat and it had bars on the windows.

That's a real like trigger for me is when I see bars on the windows.