Garet McLendon

Top Ramen packs on it, a little bit of hot water to break it down, and I drank it for a head rush.

And then see, I am like, when I'm in that system, I am somebody.

I've done enough time to where like that, that was my home.

Like I knew inside the walls way better than I knew on the streets.

Like I didn't have like the mentality to live out here on the streets.

Like I was that, I had that animal life, savage lifestyle.

Like I knew how to, I had to fake my living out here on the streets.

Right.

And I'm eating happy cards, drinking hand sanitizer.

And like, that's why I can't, I don't count none of that jail time.

Like that February 14th, I got busted.

And March 17th is when I arrived at the treatment center.

But I know from March 17th and the one thing why I stay March 17th, because I think that's the day like deep down is like I made a decision for myself.

Because here it is, I was a product of my environment or my circumstances that I was in sort of made my choices.

And I wasn't making the choice for myself.

It was like, oh, Garrett, you're busted one more time and you're going to jail.

I'm forced into a position to not drink and use because I'm in jail.

But as soon as the opportunity comes up,

I'm all over it, right?

I'm all over it.