Gareth

A 14-year-old having sex with a 27-year-old teacher, that's going to have a certain effect on him.

A 14-year-old having sex with a 27-year-old teacher, that's going to have a certain effect on him.

So I would have been about 20. Yeah, I'd have been about 20, I'd say. And what happened was, because I was on the tube, I was minding my own business on the tube, going from Golders Green to Hendon.

So I would have been about 20. Yeah, I'd have been about 20, I'd say. And what happened was, because I was on the tube, I was minding my own business on the tube, going from Golders Green to Hendon.

And he decided to come and sit next to me on the tube, opposite me.

And he decided to come and sit next to me on the tube, opposite me.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Obviously we, like, acknowledged each other. But he's sitting opposite me.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Obviously we, like, acknowledged each other. But he's sitting opposite me.

You're not the only one. I remember those words, you're not the only one. And he got off the tube.

You're not the only one. I remember those words, you're not the only one. And he got off the tube.

Right, there you go. Yeah, of course that would have been betrayal. What, after me? Was it before me? Was I like the little afterthought?

Right, there you go. Yeah, of course that would have been betrayal. What, after me? Was it before me? Was I like the little afterthought?

You know, you've got to remember, when I first gave my interview to... The police, I actually thought, I fucking thought she was going to come out and tell the truth. Imagine that. Imagine that. Crazy shit. Thinking back at all the different stages and like, I mean, I shouldn't be like that.

You know, you've got to remember, when I first gave my interview to... The police, I actually thought, I fucking thought she was going to come out and tell the truth. Imagine that. Imagine that. Crazy shit. Thinking back at all the different stages and like, I mean, I shouldn't be like that.

I actually offered the police, go to her and tell her, No criminal charges, but she has to talk to me. Off with it. And they said, oh, we wouldn't do that. Even if I wanted that, they will not agree to that. And I'd take that in a hat. I'd take that like that. It's like, why the fuck do I want to sit down and talk to her? What do I want to talk to her about? But you do. Oh, yeah. Desperately.

I actually offered the police, go to her and tell her, No criminal charges, but she has to talk to me. Off with it. And they said, oh, we wouldn't do that. Even if I wanted that, they will not agree to that. And I'd take that in a hat. I'd take that like that. It's like, why the fuck do I want to sit down and talk to her? What do I want to talk to her about? But you do. Oh, yeah. Desperately.

Desperately. When I think about it now, I want to punch a wall. I'm angry that I don't get to talk to her.

Desperately. When I think about it now, I want to punch a wall. I'm angry that I don't get to talk to her.

Do you know?

Do you know?