Guest Speaker

I'm not worried about that, but what's going through my mind is that someone in my crew, because there were seven of us, and this string of robberies that I was involved in, there were seven people all together. So the first thing that's going through my mind is someone got caught and is now trying to finger me and implicate me in these robberies. So I'm like, fuck. Who got caught?

Mm-hmm. Not enough. So I'm panicking, right? I'm like, fuck. I'm trying to play out all the possible scenarios. The police are behind me. And yeah, we end up getting pulled over. And the last thing I tell my girlfriend is I'm getting out the car. I'm like, baby, they don't know shit. Keep your mouth shut. We're good. Shut the fuck up.

Mm-hmm. Not enough. So I'm panicking, right? I'm like, fuck. I'm trying to play out all the possible scenarios. The police are behind me. And yeah, we end up getting pulled over. And the last thing I tell my girlfriend is I'm getting out the car. I'm like, baby, they don't know shit. Keep your mouth shut. We're good. Shut the fuck up.

Mm-hmm. Not enough. So I'm panicking, right? I'm like, fuck. I'm trying to play out all the possible scenarios. The police are behind me. And yeah, we end up getting pulled over. And the last thing I tell my girlfriend is I'm getting out the car. I'm like, baby, they don't know shit. Keep your mouth shut. We're good. Shut the fuck up.

And I was like, I get out, surrender to the police, play the role. Long story short, bro, they end up taking me and my girlfriend to the precinct and they end up getting her to connect me to a robbery and it snowballs from there. I end up confessing to my role in all of it. And, uh, They then, at that point, are now pressuring me to roll over on my accomplices.

And I was like, I get out, surrender to the police, play the role. Long story short, bro, they end up taking me and my girlfriend to the precinct and they end up getting her to connect me to a robbery and it snowballs from there. I end up confessing to my role in all of it. And, uh, They then, at that point, are now pressuring me to roll over on my accomplices.

And I was like, I get out, surrender to the police, play the role. Long story short, bro, they end up taking me and my girlfriend to the precinct and they end up getting her to connect me to a robbery and it snowballs from there. I end up confessing to my role in all of it. And, uh, They then, at that point, are now pressuring me to roll over on my accomplices.

They're like, well, we know there's six other people involved in this. They're like, work with us, we'll work with you. And I'm like, nah, fuck off. I'm not about to snitch on these people just to save my own hide. I was like, I'm good. So they're like, bro, you're about to go away for a long time. You're on parole for a robbery and we're just arresting you for another string of robberies?

They're like, well, we know there's six other people involved in this. They're like, work with us, we'll work with you. And I'm like, nah, fuck off. I'm not about to snitch on these people just to save my own hide. I was like, I'm good. So they're like, bro, you're about to go away for a long time. You're on parole for a robbery and we're just arresting you for another string of robberies?

They're like, well, we know there's six other people involved in this. They're like, work with us, we'll work with you. And I'm like, nah, fuck off. I'm not about to snitch on these people just to save my own hide. I was like, I'm good. So they're like, bro, you're about to go away for a long time. You're on parole for a robbery and we're just arresting you for another string of robberies?

Like, you're done. You have no... wiggle room right now. Like, you're either going to play ball with us or your life is over with. And as enticing as it is in that moment to just be like, oh, man, fuck. All right, it's Jim, John, and whomever. I'm like, I can't do it, bro. The fiber of my being wouldn't allow me to roll over on my accomplices. And I'm like, I'm not doing it.

Like, you're done. You have no... wiggle room right now. Like, you're either going to play ball with us or your life is over with. And as enticing as it is in that moment to just be like, oh, man, fuck. All right, it's Jim, John, and whomever. I'm like, I can't do it, bro. The fiber of my being wouldn't allow me to roll over on my accomplices. And I'm like, I'm not doing it.

Like, you're done. You have no... wiggle room right now. Like, you're either going to play ball with us or your life is over with. And as enticing as it is in that moment to just be like, oh, man, fuck. All right, it's Jim, John, and whomever. I'm like, I can't do it, bro. The fiber of my being wouldn't allow me to roll over on my accomplices. And I'm like, I'm not doing it.

Yeah. I never really liked Bill, to be honest with you. Oh, man. I couldn't do it, bro. I couldn't. And I think for me, the big thing was this, and this is what it boiled down to. The people that I would have been betraying, they didn't deserve to be in prison. Like, granted, they were involved in these activities, but in my mind, they were misguided. I had misguided them.

Yeah. I never really liked Bill, to be honest with you. Oh, man. I couldn't do it, bro. I couldn't. And I think for me, the big thing was this, and this is what it boiled down to. The people that I would have been betraying, they didn't deserve to be in prison. Like, granted, they were involved in these activities, but in my mind, they were misguided. I had misguided them.

Yeah. I never really liked Bill, to be honest with you. Oh, man. I couldn't do it, bro. I couldn't. And I think for me, the big thing was this, and this is what it boiled down to. The people that I would have been betraying, they didn't deserve to be in prison. Like, granted, they were involved in these activities, but in my mind, they were misguided. I had misguided them.

And I felt a responsibility with that. The guilt that I felt throughout all those robberies and the reason why I was so careful about how I was victimizing people, like in that moment as I'm being interrogated, I knew I'd fucked myself, bro. And I knew that in the course of that, I had misled a whole bunch of people. And those people that were with me, they were just following my lead, bro.

And I felt a responsibility with that. The guilt that I felt throughout all those robberies and the reason why I was so careful about how I was victimizing people, like in that moment as I'm being interrogated, I knew I'd fucked myself, bro. And I knew that in the course of that, I had misled a whole bunch of people. And those people that were with me, they were just following my lead, bro.

And I felt a responsibility with that. The guilt that I felt throughout all those robberies and the reason why I was so careful about how I was victimizing people, like in that moment as I'm being interrogated, I knew I'd fucked myself, bro. And I knew that in the course of that, I had misled a whole bunch of people. And those people that were with me, they were just following my lead, bro.

This wasn't a kid anymore. This wasn't little Sean that was following his gang affiliates and OGs, you know, orders and footsteps. This was grown ass Sean who had to be accountable for his actions. And I felt a huge weight and responsibility. And I was like, you know what? This is my fault. I need to take this. And I did. And what ended up happening is I ended up getting 45 years for that. Yeah.