Gypsy Rose Blanchard

So, you know, I'm still fully in love with Nick at this point.

I don't want him to be in trouble.

I want to get him out of there.

And I'm not seeing the scope of how I'm in trouble too.

Upon being charged with first degree murder.

Terrified.

Terrified.

Life without parole.

It was.

I think, and I...

I look back on this, too, and I feel like it was, you know, Nick had been the only one other than my mom that I was talking to for, you know, two plus years.

So it was like the moment that I had any significant amount of time away from him, that's when I started to be able to think on my own and think about, is this relationship healthy?

What is it that I love about him?

Am I romanticizing the crime that we just committed as an act of saving me?

Or is there something more sinister that I didn't see before?

I was so upset with family and with the media because we're only allowed one legacy in this life.

You know, when someone passes away, all they have left is their name.

And I was feeling regret and remorse about allowing the media to paint her as a villain when I'm like, the thing is, is what if she's not a villain, but rather just a very sick woman that needed help?

So I started to feel a lot of guilt about that.

And then upon getting to prison is when I started to