Harry Jowsey

and so i laid on on his chest and i gave him a big hug and his the hardest thing is remembering just how cold his face was like yo you give your dad a hug and it's a warm you feel the stubble and i was remember just anytime i hug him i feel that warm stubble and then that hug it was just so cold yeah i was like oh this sucks there's nothing in it goes black but as i pulled off i checked my phone it was four four four

and so i laid on on his chest and i gave him a big hug and his the hardest thing is remembering just how cold his face was like yo you give your dad a hug and it's a warm you feel the stubble and i was remember just anytime i hug him i feel that warm stubble and then that hug it was just so cold yeah i was like oh this sucks there's nothing in it goes black but as i pulled off i checked my phone it was four four four

and so i laid on on his chest and i gave him a big hug and his the hardest thing is remembering just how cold his face was like yo you give your dad a hug and it's a warm you feel the stubble and i was remember just anytime i hug him i feel that warm stubble and then that hug it was just so cold yeah i was like oh this sucks there's nothing in it goes black but as i pulled off i checked my phone it was four four four

I'm like, oh, okay. Maybe that's something. And then I'm like, okay, I'm going to hold on to that. That was the first sign. So when my dad passed, so in New Zealand, they wear this greenstone. It's called Ponamu. And it has like a lot of, I'm going to butcher it and people in New Zealand are probably going to get mad at me, but it has like a lot of cultural...

I'm like, oh, okay. Maybe that's something. And then I'm like, okay, I'm going to hold on to that. That was the first sign. So when my dad passed, so in New Zealand, they wear this greenstone. It's called Ponamu. And it has like a lot of, I'm going to butcher it and people in New Zealand are probably going to get mad at me, but it has like a lot of cultural...

I'm like, oh, okay. Maybe that's something. And then I'm like, okay, I'm going to hold on to that. That was the first sign. So when my dad passed, so in New Zealand, they wear this greenstone. It's called Ponamu. And it has like a lot of, I'm going to butcher it and people in New Zealand are probably going to get mad at me, but it has like a lot of cultural...

meanings and heritage meanings and stuff. This is my dad's and he wanted to give it to me when he was going over the other side, but he obviously fell asleep a little bit too quick. So as he went back, my sister put it on me. But a part of the tradition is you have to go wash it in like running water, so like a creek or a river.

meanings and heritage meanings and stuff. This is my dad's and he wanted to give it to me when he was going over the other side, but he obviously fell asleep a little bit too quick. So as he went back, my sister put it on me. But a part of the tradition is you have to go wash it in like running water, so like a creek or a river.

meanings and heritage meanings and stuff. This is my dad's and he wanted to give it to me when he was going over the other side, but he obviously fell asleep a little bit too quick. So as he went back, my sister put it on me. But a part of the tradition is you have to go wash it in like running water, so like a creek or a river.

And just wash the old energy off and get ready for new beginnings and a new chapter. But as we were going to do this, me and my brother-in-law, we just kept getting lost and we couldn't figure out how to get to... It's the second Maldi place. It's called the Rewaka Source is where we went to wash it. It was the coldest water that came out of a glacier. It was ridiculous.

And just wash the old energy off and get ready for new beginnings and a new chapter. But as we were going to do this, me and my brother-in-law, we just kept getting lost and we couldn't figure out how to get to... It's the second Maldi place. It's called the Rewaka Source is where we went to wash it. It was the coldest water that came out of a glacier. It was ridiculous.

And just wash the old energy off and get ready for new beginnings and a new chapter. But as we were going to do this, me and my brother-in-law, we just kept getting lost and we couldn't figure out how to get to... It's the second Maldi place. It's called the Rewaka Source is where we went to wash it. It was the coldest water that came out of a glacier. It was ridiculous.

But we kept getting lost trying to get there. And then as we finally got on the right path, I think the... the navigation was, um, it was like 11, 11 and we're going to get there. And I remember going, okay, thanks dad. Like we're gonna, we're on the right track. And then I looked up and the number plate in front of us was like four, four, four.

But we kept getting lost trying to get there. And then as we finally got on the right path, I think the... the navigation was, um, it was like 11, 11 and we're going to get there. And I remember going, okay, thanks dad. Like we're gonna, we're on the right track. And then I looked up and the number plate in front of us was like four, four, four.

But we kept getting lost trying to get there. And then as we finally got on the right path, I think the... the navigation was, um, it was like 11, 11 and we're going to get there. And I remember going, okay, thanks dad. Like we're gonna, we're on the right track. And then I looked up and the number plate in front of us was like four, four, four.

And then we passed something else that said four, four, four. So I don't know if, is that, what would you define that as? Because for me, I was like, okay, it's my dad's higher self or someone telling me that I'm doing the right thing. I'm on the right path. At least I was like the placebo of trying to look for something good and all this stuff.

And then we passed something else that said four, four, four. So I don't know if, is that, what would you define that as? Because for me, I was like, okay, it's my dad's higher self or someone telling me that I'm doing the right thing. I'm on the right path. At least I was like the placebo of trying to look for something good and all this stuff.

And then we passed something else that said four, four, four. So I don't know if, is that, what would you define that as? Because for me, I was like, okay, it's my dad's higher self or someone telling me that I'm doing the right thing. I'm on the right path. At least I was like the placebo of trying to look for something good and all this stuff.

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