Hasan Piker

And like, he was so optimistically supportive from the very beginning, like even when we were on the phone, and I was telling him like, Oh, yeah, I've started doing a little bit of stand up and stuff like that.

And he was like, Oh, really, like such a genuine interest and, and such an excitement about it that that would that would have been something nice for him to see, you know, but

Yeah, it's tough because losing my dad, especially when I lost my dad, I feel like was also that sort of formative time because I was just really getting going career-wise and everything.

And it really has shaped, at least to the best of my ability, how I treat people close to me and try to treat everybody differently.

as much as humanly possible of like, you could like really lose someone.

You could have the last conversation with somebody and not know what's gonna be the last one.

And so it's important to like, let people know how you feel and to be as generous as possible with,

with all of the good things that you have to say.

You know what I mean?

You never want to lose somebody and not have them know exactly how much you care about them, how much you enjoy their company, what they mean to you, all this stuff.

And so like one of my, yeah, that was like one of my big,

Like regrets, I guess, or like I think everything happens on time, but I wish I would have started, quote unquote, like making it a little bit sooner so he could have seen some of it, you know.

Yeah, I think therapy... Okay, there are two things that I think are important about therapy.

One, I think that even if you have...

What you feel like is a handle on an issue or some problems or something like that.

I do think that talking it out sometimes like I sometimes I will really think I know how I feel about something.

And then when I talk to anybody about it, having to say out loud, the thing that I've been thinking in my head is a different barrier to break than than people recognize.

Sometimes it's sharing versus being alone with something.

Exactly, exactly.

And so it's like, I think that while therapy doesn't replace these things, I do think we're in this sort of era of isolation.