Heidi

I really felt bad about it, but I suppose I should have known it would happen. Everything I love dies. Strawberry, Molly, and a friend. Kelly are dead because I loved them. Last night I was thinking of this and I became afraid for you. What if something bad happens to you? What if something did happen to you? How would I ever be able to live with myself knowing that in part I was the cause?

I really felt bad about it, but I suppose I should have known it would happen. Everything I love dies. Strawberry, Molly, and a friend. Kelly are dead because I loved them. Last night I was thinking of this and I became afraid for you. What if something bad happens to you? What if something did happen to you? How would I ever be able to live with myself knowing that in part I was the cause?

Sunday before work, I was sitting under a covered bridge a mile from my house. I don't know what happened to me. I found myself thinking, I could just walk across that rock. Then, just like the guys in the movies, I could take in a large breath, and in a matter of seconds, it would be over. I even stood up as though I was going to. I was so scared. I don't even understand myself anymore.

Sunday before work, I was sitting under a covered bridge a mile from my house. I don't know what happened to me. I found myself thinking, I could just walk across that rock. Then, just like the guys in the movies, I could take in a large breath, and in a matter of seconds, it would be over. I even stood up as though I was going to. I was so scared. I don't even understand myself anymore.

The only thing I can use to hold myself together is to keep saying to myself that I've only got two years left, just two years. One question, what is life? Are we just living to die? What is the purpose of all this? What is the purpose? Love always.

The only thing I can use to hold myself together is to keep saying to myself that I've only got two years left, just two years. One question, what is life? Are we just living to die? What is the purpose of all this? What is the purpose? Love always.

You may say you're twice my age, and maybe in reality you are, but as in physical appearance and ability, you are as young as you allow yourself to be. Sometimes I'm so afraid of myself. I don't even hardly know you, but yet from you I keep no secrets.

You may say you're twice my age, and maybe in reality you are, but as in physical appearance and ability, you are as young as you allow yourself to be. Sometimes I'm so afraid of myself. I don't even hardly know you, but yet from you I keep no secrets.

Hi, Dr. John. How are you doing?

Hi, Dr. John. How are you doing?

Hi, Dr. John. How are you doing?

I'm doing well. Thank you.

I'm doing well. Thank you.

I'm doing well. Thank you.

Well, I'm looking for some advice. Okay. One of my, well, okay. My question is, how do I support my grieving best friend while celebrating my own accomplishments?

Well, I'm looking for some advice. Okay. One of my, well, okay. My question is, how do I support my grieving best friend while celebrating my own accomplishments?

Well, I'm looking for some advice. Okay. One of my, well, okay. My question is, how do I support my grieving best friend while celebrating my own accomplishments?

So a little bit of context, me and my best friend and her husband, my husband, we're more like brothers and sisters than best friends. And we had really similar short-term, long-term life goals. We were on track to reaching those goals soon, like buying a house, having kids. And then she called me one day screaming that her husband had just been killed in a car accident. Wow.

So a little bit of context, me and my best friend and her husband, my husband, we're more like brothers and sisters than best friends. And we had really similar short-term, long-term life goals. We were on track to reaching those goals soon, like buying a house, having kids. And then she called me one day screaming that her husband had just been killed in a car accident. Wow.

So a little bit of context, me and my best friend and her husband, my husband, we're more like brothers and sisters than best friends. And we had really similar short-term, long-term life goals. We were on track to reaching those goals soon, like buying a house, having kids. And then she called me one day screaming that her husband had just been killed in a car accident. Wow.