Hilary McVeigh

And the thought of even telling her that I didn't want to do it anymore or that I wasn't happy broke my heart for her.

In reality, you know, now I know, but in reality, she couldn't have cared less.

Now she talks about my human design stuff and my retreats in the same way that she did before.

She just wanted to see me happy.

Yeah.

But I just remember I started feeling like so on autopilot and the burnout, but also I just started not liking the person I was becoming.

I became very short, very impatient, very unexcited about life.

I felt like my empathy as well was starting to be lower.

And I got into family law thinking I was helping people.

And I just felt like a shell of a person.

I had multiple moments where I would be seeing practitioners to help with my health.

I lost my period at one point.

And I remember in acupuncture, she was this wise old Chinese woman who looked at me.

I was asking her, like, what supplements do I need?

What do I need to do?

Give me more things to fix me, basically.

And she just looked at me in the eye and just said, Hilary, I think you need to quit your job.

And look, I was getting so many invitations everywhere, but I still wasn't there.

And it got to a point where I had my managing partner.

Yeah, I'm so grateful for her now, but it got to the point where it started to get quite abusive.