Hillary McVeigh

And I lived in Costa Rica for a bit as well.

So it was a couple of years there.

A lot of my 20s I lived overseas.

What an amazing journey.

yeah just moving as I felt called it or every single place served a purpose Berlin was dark night of the soul Berlin was yeah dark I actually have a couple that's so funny that we're talking about Berlin I have a couple of friends in Berlin at the moment and it's like it brings up a lot yeah well you think the energy of Berlin has had very dark history and I definitely feel like different places can bring that out and I needed to I think I was so avoidant so numb I

and so I brought all my stuff up and there was two years there that I was just in the depth and it was also my sudden return so it was all perfect timing and I was able to have really honest conversations with my family really honest conversations with myself and again life will always come and support you I had two really like I had

You know, there was so many people there, but there was two really pivotal people that came.

They were like my angels at the time where I actually felt like I could be myself.

I would tell them things I'd never told anyone.

And I always felt like I had to hide so many parts of myself.

So it was like these healing experiences when I just trusted where to go.

And you're not going to know why.

You know, I thought Berlin, I was going to go and have the best time of my life.

Yeah, all the clubs and all the... Love it.

you're not privy to what's happening behind the scenes for you as well so let's touch on that yes what was coming up and thank you thank you so much that's so beautiful to receive because especially as a projector to receive because yeah sometimes you don't know again doesn't make logical sense who who ends up listening to something that you seemingly just plop out there in the ether and have no idea how how it's going to be received and how the energy will come back to you so thank you

Yeah, well, what was coming up for me when you were sharing is that we have lost this trust in life.

And I think from a really young age, we somehow learn that there is almost there's something wrong with us.

And I really just now believe that that's part of the human experience.

We come here as these like perfect people.

true essence versions of ourselves as a child.