Hunter Biden

I mean, I don't think this is like, I 100%, you know, and I don't mean it in like some like, you know, cinematic, you know, ghost kind of thing, like my brother's hovering over my shoulder.

It's just that his voice is in my head.

Like I can hear him talking to me and I don't mean that it's kind of coming out of left field It's like when I have a conversation and want to figure out how to do things.

It's like, you know, I can hear him Yeah, kind of Whether it's the echo of it or you know, and there's never a time that I don't feel I feel the same thing about my mom, you know Yeah

I don't think that people leave us.

I think that they, I think that whatever that energy is becomes only discernible to us to the degree with which we try to tie ourselves in with the rest of the, with every sentient thing, and I mean everything.

don't know i'm now i'm getting uh yeah people can truly think that uh i'm talking to ghosts but no i i really mean it i talk to my brother all the time i talk to him man yeah i don't give a what people think yeah no i don't care i truly don't i'm giving you and out to be able to say well he was a little crazy at that point but the um but yeah i i talk to him all the time talk to him all the time

used to write to him in those moments and just to write it down and uh you know

And the messages I get back aren't, you know, all sunshine and roses.

A lot of it's tough love.

A lot of it's telling me, you know, the only thing, what I hear from my brothers, the only thing that'll save you is radical honesty with yourself.

You know?

I said to you guys out there, I said, you know, I just don't like, I don't feel like, I hope it's not coming off as like I'm in any way being defensive.

But at the same time, I want to be able to tell the truth.

And the truth is, is that I fucked up a lot of shit.

my life, my family, I created... Jake Tapper went on some show after I criticized him for the book that he wrote, and he said, Hunter Biden is demonstrably a scumbag.

I think he used the word scumbag.

or Sleazeball or something like that, who dated his brother's wife and cheated on her... brother's widow and cheated on his wife and abandoned his children and went through this whole list of things and is a known crack addict who's been a long-term addict and went through this whole fucking...

list of things.

And, you know... Yeah.