Ian Dunt

You know, within six months of this stuff, I was saying things which now I think back and obviously shudder.

Like, you know, if you don't believe, you're going to go to hell.

Anyone that, you know, if you're having sex before marriage... It was all very... It had to get very black and white and brutal and unkind.

Did you feel that self-righteousness or were you overcoming some kind of inner doubt as you said that?

I remember feeling the self-righteousness.

But then, to be fair, I wouldn't necessarily say that I've lost that...

I'm talking right now about politics.

So, I mean, partly this is, you know, the personality, there's a certain extent to which the personality... Yeah, I was going to ask you, what about the attractive people that are in your Christian youth group with you?

What's going on here?

Could anything make me doubt God?

Yes.

It was two years of pretty brutal sort of stuff that I'm surprised that so many friends and family stuck with me during that period.

But I suppose at the time it was just like a necessary way of getting over that crushing sense of existential doubt.

Yeah.

Oh, no.

God, no.

Atheistic Marxist.

Right.

Yes.

Wow.