Ilana Golan

What are the regrets?

And when she passed, not feeling regret.

became so prevalent for some reason and that became my fuel that became my because so and that you know basically lit a fire under me because you're right I don't have to do what I do my husband is cycling and in you know in in all these countries and he keeps like let's retire together and I'm like I'm not ready for it I I I'm on this planet for a bigger purpose and I have to do this so that's it make

Oh, Meg, this is such a humbling experience.

And, you know, and I always say to people like you can talk on any kind of like I love vulnerability, but the truth is you can only only be vulnerable when you're from the scars, not from the wound.

And if you would have asked me this a decade ago, I could not talk about it.

Like I was so embarrassed.

I was so ashamed.

And you're right.

So basically we lived the Silicon Valley dream.

Like I live here in Silicon Valley, right across my fence is the Steve Jobs basement.

This is where he started.

You know, like, I mean, I'm covered with this like incredible Silicon Valley vibe.

So at that point I was already vice president in, you know, a very successful company.

I literally built it from,

buying the printer and the router to this mega five sites, multimillion dollar deals.

It was incredible.

But I was burned out.

I was tired.

I was flying every week.