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Jack Laurence

๐Ÿ‘ค Speaker
2070 total appearances

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What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

They were moved again and again, location to location, building to building, the kind of constant relocation designed to disorientate, to prevent any possibility of another plan being formed, to ensure that nothing they had observed and memorized about one place could ever be useful again.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

The kidnapper's most potent weapon is the fear of the unknown.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

and their captors now wielded that weapon deliberately and systematically.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

They were of course chained and they were beaten.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

And then came more of the mock executions.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

A mock execution is categorised as psychological torture.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

It involves making a victim believe that their execution is imminent or is actually taking place, blindfolding them and telling them they're about to die, holding a gun to their head and pulling the trigger.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

It leaves, of course, no visible wounds, no broken bones, no marks.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

But some survivors of mock executions say that they were left feeling like they were already dead.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

Many relive these near-death experiences in nightmares and flashbacks for the rest of their lives.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

Some survivors have reported pleading with their torturers to simply kill them, preferring real death over the constant threat and intolerable terror of not knowing whether this time was real.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

Think about that.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

Think about what that actually means.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

In that moment, blindfolded, hands bound, waiting, every single survival instinct in the human body fires at once.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

Your adrenaline, fear, the terror, the complete and total certainty that you're about to cease to exist.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

And then nothing.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

Silence.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

And the slow, nauseating realization that you're still alive.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

and that they can do it again whenever they choose.

What I survived
462 Days: Kidnapped in Somalia P5

It would not be the last time they faced it.