Jackson Fischer

Want so bad.

To know about what brought her to this state.

what her mind is like because sometimes i was getting scared for myself and what mine was like sometimes uh at some point it felt like i had to get out of there i didn't want to make any promises about keeping up any kind of relationship and it got hard to stay away from

certain topics So you're doing that thing where you're looking for a convenient gap to say, okay gotta go Then I heard a door open and someone comes in from the other room this Guy walks in I don't I don't know how to describe him first maybe the skinniest man I've ever seen and

he's wearing at least two sweaters on this 98 degree day and there's no AC in that trailer that I'm aware of and he has these big you know staring eyes bare feet looked real surprised Audrey had a visitor and he had something about him that I tried not to stare at the skin on his neck was real rough sort of

sandpapery and it looked like half of it was just not there like it was just this not all the way formed post instead of a real neck obviously something had happened to him he walks right past me doesn't say hello and audrey pats the sofa she says come sit jody

And she tells me this is her boyfriend.

Turns out he was 28 when this happened.

He looked really out of it.

Doesn't smile, doesn't say anything until I ask him what he does.

And he mutters something about walking dogs.

At which point Audrey says, oh yes, he was attacked by one.

See?

And his stare, his stare on me was completely nerve-wracking.

So I finally get out of there.

I was, I mean, he was just oozing bad vibes.

I was really nervous.

There was nothing normal about this guy.

And he clearly did not want me there.

I remember saying to myself,