Jaidyn Alexis

I talked to Javon and I told him and he he understood.

And he basically was like, I didn't talk to her.

I don't like her type thing.

And so I was just like, okay.

But it's not about him liking her.

It's not about him liking anybody.

It's just about the fact like, I didn't want him to think that I was just like the big bad wolf or something like.

Yeah, because obviously he wants to be around his dad and if they're going to a arcade, it's like fun.

Yeah, and I didn't want that to be, that was one of my concerns, but he understood.

That's good.

Yeah, and so then we went bowling after and it wasn't like, oh, I just don't want you to have fun with your dad type of thing.

Yeah.

So I feel like I did what I was supposed to do.

I told him that I just, it was a situation that I didn't feel like they needed to be in.

And he understood that.

And he was like, I know.

So, you know, and I think that Javon is like my soft-hearted kid because he was old enough to see like what I actually went through while he was gone.

You know what I mean?

Like there's, obviously there's a bunch of shit behind closed doors that goes on that people don't see.

but you know, that's my soft hearted child.